I am Little Pig and I am 3 months old. In Koalaland.
Some days I woke up and think I am dreaming ~ am I really in Koala Land now? It's too good to be true. Some days I woke up and I think, Oh God, I am in Koala Land, what am I gonna do ~ is this sign of homesickness? Some days I don't wanna wake up at all, just want to close my eyes and hope the day will go away in a blink. Of course it doesn't.
I try not to drown myself in the bottomless well of self pity but every time I get a rejection call I died a little inside. I am used to rejections now but it doesn't make it go down any easier. Hearing news about people going back cause they can't find a job here don't help either.
So I try to not dwell on my seemingly hopeless situation and concentrate on the more positive aspects such as pocketful of free time that allows me to learn stuffs that I have been wanting to do but no time e.g photoshop and illustrator, recharge my tired soul, KAWing, concentrate on getting my body in shape, blog more and learn to appreciate the little things in life that we take for granted.
My aunt said, this is a test for you, probably one of the hardest in your life.
Some days I woke up and think I am dreaming ~ am I really in Koala Land now? It's too good to be true. Some days I woke up and I think, Oh God, I am in Koala Land, what am I gonna do ~ is this sign of homesickness? Some days I don't wanna wake up at all, just want to close my eyes and hope the day will go away in a blink. Of course it doesn't.
I try not to drown myself in the bottomless well of self pity but every time I get a rejection call I died a little inside. I am used to rejections now but it doesn't make it go down any easier. Hearing news about people going back cause they can't find a job here don't help either.
So I try to not dwell on my seemingly hopeless situation and concentrate on the more positive aspects such as pocketful of free time that allows me to learn stuffs that I have been wanting to do but no time e.g photoshop and illustrator, recharge my tired soul, KAWing, concentrate on getting my body in shape, blog more and learn to appreciate the little things in life that we take for granted.
My aunt said, this is a test for you, probably one of the hardest in your life.
I am trying, and that's what matters...
1 comment:
Don't be despair and don't give up... be grateful for what you have now and stay positive. There's always light at the end of the tunnel. I understand as I had been through the same phase as you before.
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